Not to Do:
Drink more than two drinks a day.
Try another diet. They don’t work. I just need to not eat, ever.
Never, ever sleep with another director to get a part.
Never, ever talk to my mother about my love life.
Push Peter more than necessary to get his ring on my finger. We don’t need a defined relationship.
Never be mean to anyone anymore. I’ve done that too much and honestly I don’t know why.
Never, ever lash out at people with my tongue. Being mean gets me no where.
Never, ever, EVER, obsess about Peter Morgan and our lack of relationship. I shouldn’t care that he won’t call me his girlfriend.
Never, ever, let my imagination of life interfere with seeing life for what it is…
Never ever be jealous of other people’s success.
Sulk in corners. Be the star you were born to be and I can’t be that star if I don’t dazzle.
Don’t be the quintessential bad girl, all the time. Help your friends when you can. Be nice.
Don’t talk to my mother, which I wrote already, but that just doubles on the list.
Don’t ever stop being friends with Rafe. Which means be nice to people who don’t make TV shows and movies.
Don’t let anyone, EVER, EVER stab me in the back at work, in romance or anything.
Don’t let men run my life. Be the mature adult who can actually be the woman Peter Morgan wishes I probably was. Beep! Don’t do that. I’m totally okay being with Peter as we are. Go up and read that and underline it this time.
To Do List:
Drink only two glasses of whatever alcohol is being served.
Watch what I eat, everyday.
I will keep my condo clean without calling Pilar anymore.
I will go to more auditions and get a break in a big Hollywood production.
I will talk to Rafe about my productive days, like how I started this diary to keep myself in check.
I will be kinder to my coworkers and friends, including Caro.
Be sweet.
Be caring about others and causes.
I will not throw myself into roles and party to avoid looking in the mirror. I will instead face myself and not care that I’m flawed.
Form a functional relationship with Peter or myself and expect myself to be an adult.
Give to charities.
Offer my clothes I don’t want to Caro.
Improve my career and not only want to be a Morgan. Jennifer Gonzales is GREAT on her own and she doesn’t need a man.
Read more books.
Drink more wine and less vodka or other drinks. Wine is sophisticated and I’m sophisticated.
Be the lady that others expect me to be.
Invest my savings in banks other than Peter’s so I have a nest egg.
Learn Italian.
Go to gym if I eat more than necessary.
Do yoga in the morning to clear my mind and find a way to control my impulses.
There! Step one is done. I’ve totally got this. In keeping a record of my life, I’ll be more in control. Now that Mitch died last night, it’s super important to start this on the right foot and be smart about my life.
Jennifer’s Antics begin here:
The House of Morgan
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For some, joining the FBI is a long-term goal. For billionaire John Morgan, joining the Bureau is a stepping stone to proving his father is culpable for his sister’s death. After his estranged father dies, John is forced to return home and face the ghosts of his past. But that proves to be more difficult than he ever imagined.
After losing her best friend under inexplicable circumstances, Alice Collins’ world view shifts until her small town sensibilities convinced her to attend Mr. Morgan’s funeral. Soon, the past and the present collide, and Alice is caught in the crosshairs. But when John comes to her aid, it only serves to complicate matters for both of them.
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